| hi everyone
does anyone have any good flat bread or wrap recipes. i finally found sorghum flour today (after months of looking and calling every health food store in the city) and im all inspired to cook things.
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| jesus christ.
i just ate an entire packet of rice crackers. grrr i was doing so well today. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| today i ate:
2 eggs and some mushrooms on rocket
1 small packet of vege chips
some rice crackers with cheese
grilled chicken with stuffed pumpkin and spinach
1 spoon of ice cream
low fat hot chocolate
a load of green tea. fantastic stuff.
i am far too heavy. keep getting heavy. hate heavy. want to be light. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i dont understand why during UN meetings George Bush isnt give a colouring book and some crayons. clearly this would be benefitial for all involved.
I swear i just dont understand America. but neither does the rest of the world, thats why we all hate them. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| | ive been fat all my life. i feel like i dont deserve to be thin and beautiful. like if i want it. i must suffer for it. because ill only get it when i deserve it. when ive suffered enough. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| i lost almost 5 kg this week.
only 15 kg till stgw. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| | i have to leave home. theres so much food here. my mum made roast chicken tonight and to not finish every scrap of food on your plate she takes it as a personal insault. i ate the chicken and the vegies but sneakily put the potatoes in the bin. no carbs atleast. still i cant even imagine how much over ive gone on my limit calorie wise. i feel so horrible. im going to be fat forever. | | comments: 3 comments or Leave a comment |
| ive put on weight since my boyfriend. he eats alot of junk food and always wants to make me dinner and stuff so its taking its toll on my waistline. and i know he wants me to lose weight. he doesnt say that, but i can tell. i hate the thought of him seeing me naked. but i cant seem to stop eating.
living at home is tough. my parents are fatties. my dad eats so much that he is litterally killing himself. its horrible. atleast ill get to make my own dinner tonight and tomorrow before going to bellydancing. vegetables and maybe a little brown rice. maybe.
today ive eaten cornchips (like half a pack) *cringe* and an apple and a gluten free cereal bar. which i have to say was the oddest thing ive ever eaten. it was green. bright green cos it had alfalfa grass in it. very scary. | | comments: 2 comments or Leave a comment |
| gluten free animal crackers.
life just got a little bit better. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| well im awefully sick.
infact my stomache muscles are all sore from coughing so much. along with every other fucking muscle i pulled at pole dancing class on thursday im just one big ball of sore.
oh god im flirting with andrew on sms. i dont know if i like andrew. i maybe like andrew. im not sure though. maybe... im not sure.
cough syrup does nothing. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so today is like officially the worst day ever for the following reasons:
1) am incredibly sick.
2) have pulled almost every muscle in my body at pole dancing last night.
3) i still have to go to work tonight because seb called in sick.
4) some guy at academy last night told me i was ugly. i was just walking past and he went "hey your really ugly" honestly, its a first for me. ive never been called ugly before and ive never really considered myself ugly. but apparently im just fooling myself.
5) i just got my damned period like 3 weeks early
ITS FUN TO BE ME! | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so craig broke up with me the other day, while i was at work aswell, and made me wait till after the football to be dumped. what a cock jockey. like seriously, he couldnt even turn off the football to break up with me, even in a commercial break.
but... on the bright side, no more lecturing me about spending my own money, and about everything else. and no more being controlled my him. so im taking a glass half full approach here. oh and we went out afterwards and met some awesome guys, who i hope will call us. but havent yet. but its only been a few days and they said it would be next week anyway. one of them was american which was cool just to listen to his accent.
i got a shout out by clubmix1996 on the taco talk show (which is awesome, if anyone actually reads this you should check it out on her lj) i dont think you'll be dissappointed.
so stuff at work is still shit, mya is still a bitch. but me and coop are going for coffee tomorrow. which is odd cos i never thought he considered me a friend. i thought i was just the chick who kept annoying him with my ranting and random stories of what i did on the week end.
the weather here has been so crazy. its usually freezing this time of year here in canberra. but its not. its like t shirt weather. which is probably a first for august. doesnt happen. only it has, so obviously does. SHUT UP!
anyway. been going out lots lately and having a good time being single. its nice. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so i think i have a "spending money on make up" addiction. especially red lipstick. and gold eyeshadow.
me and annie went out on saturday night and it was loads of fun. we got really smashed and went to cube (the gay bar) now neither of us are gay, but neither are most of the people in cube, but we just love it because they play great music and you dont get your ass gropped by skeazy guys every 4.2 seconds which is a bonus. anyway i went to get a bottle of wine and this guy came up to me and said "your lips are awefully red" and im like "yep" and hes like "can i kiss those red lips" what a sleaze how about "whats your name?" before asking someone to make out with you, now thats manners!
anyway i got annie on video saying that she loves going out with me for next time i want her to come out and she refuses.
awesome. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| so mya called me up this morning to yell at me for bitching about her behind her back.
first of all: WHAT A GOD DAMNED HIPOCRITE!
ok maybe i should tell you the story,
me and craig (my boyfriend) have been together almost two months ago, technically were not allowed to date because i work at the Sergeants mess and hes a sergeant. my boss found out and wasnt angry but just decided it would be more fun to make fun of us than get us into trouble. anyway, weve been keeping things secret from the other sergeants for several reasons, mainly craig is paranoid about getting into trouble.
anyway mya went up to him and tony (a WO1) at the mess the other day and started saying "oh i hear tinas dating one of the sergeants" and then tony was like "its you isnt it craig" and then he got pissed off and started denying it and saying some quite mean things about me to try to hide it. but anyway main point of the story. He hasnt spoken to me since. he didnt call me that night like he said he would. then cancelled on me the next night and wouldnt reply to my messages. what the hell man.
so anyway i had a bitch to the chef about mya saying she can fuck up my work life as much as she wants but she cannot fuck with my boyfriend. and well the chef told mya so she rang me up and abused me about it this morning. and now i have to leave for work in an hour and see her and its going to be nice and awkward.
stupid work scum. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| work is gay. mya is a whore. shes made little lists on all of us so that we dont get re-hired with the new contract. but the thing is half of the things on the list arent even true. but apparently me and andrew do no work... but we are the only two there... so if we dont...who does??? is there some little magical work fairy who comes in and saves the day??? apparently there is!!! wow. a work fairy. how fabulous.
anyway... that is all. BEEP. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| dude,
i just went out the back into my jungle of a courtyard outside my bedroom and i found not one, but two, yes thats right, two four leaf clovers.
im so awesome. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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